"I Don't have a mission, I'm free! free of all missions"
I don't want to figure everything out, I don't want to rush into knowing
I don't want to solve everything or carry every load at one time
I don't want to please everyone.. I Just want to live.. smile and love
I want to love madly .. In a way that no one is ever expected to love
and I don't need for this love to be reciprocated because I am not loving
for any one's sake but my own.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Red Journey..
You will come across so many different people in your life and what you may never notice is that the ones that bring the most smiles are usually the same individuals that give you the most trouble. Sometimes it is a lot easier to let people in than to let them out. you may find yourself holding on to something for so long simply because you don't know how to let it go. I'm all for loving hard ( In a raw and exposed way) but through experience I've taken up a new task and that is to love myself with the same or more intensity than I'll ever love anyone else ( Easier said than done).
Its about re-programing yourself and understanding that emotions don't truly have control over you. It is ALL about perception, when you allow your eyes to guide your heart your mind automatically registers thoughts along these lines " I Love them and I want them to stay in my life". The same way this process increases your emotions it decreases it. Am I suggesting for us to walk around blindly then? No. but it would be nice if we could stop ourselves from seeing only the things we want to see.
Selective love is not love... " I love you in my own way" is a played out excuse to be able to string people along and get away with things that shouldn't be acceptable. cheating Love is not love ... " everybody does it" is a clear example of how we have settled/grew comfortable with an idea that easily lowers our standards. Unconditional Love .. Is indeed love that forgives and endures but if you knew how to love YOURSELF unconditionally you would know where to draw your lines.... LOVE doesn't have to go but some people do.
Its about re-programing yourself and understanding that emotions don't truly have control over you. It is ALL about perception, when you allow your eyes to guide your heart your mind automatically registers thoughts along these lines " I Love them and I want them to stay in my life". The same way this process increases your emotions it decreases it. Am I suggesting for us to walk around blindly then? No. but it would be nice if we could stop ourselves from seeing only the things we want to see.
Selective love is not love... " I love you in my own way" is a played out excuse to be able to string people along and get away with things that shouldn't be acceptable. cheating Love is not love ... " everybody does it" is a clear example of how we have settled/grew comfortable with an idea that easily lowers our standards. Unconditional Love .. Is indeed love that forgives and endures but if you knew how to love YOURSELF unconditionally you would know where to draw your lines.... LOVE doesn't have to go but some people do.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Time...
Have you ever found yourself wondering.... "where do I go from here"? and even when you know exactly where you want to be the question still remains " How do I get there"... I've come to the realization that it isn't change that stirs our emotions it's transitions. "How do I start all over again when something I took time to build has fallen apart?" We reach a point in our lives when we feel like time is living us and we are not using enough of it to live. It is then when we start to question how much or how little we have done for ourselves and more often than not we realize that we've been high off of " moment thrills" that left us drawing blanks in the long run... --- seizing the day is a beautiful thing... Quick fixes do the job for the moment but I think its time we start to live with true intentions!
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